Because Of You, I am here Today

Two days ago...I miss my dad dearly. I still remember when I was small my dad used to call me to study whenever I have free time as I was quite lazy and naughty at that time..Hehe=) There's one time when I got my report card i guess when I was in standard three , my result was terrible i should said.. If I'm not mistaken..I got Cs and Ds for my every subjects.My dad was angry as my result was really bad as he scold me and warned me to study hard for my final exam. He even said that he will beat me if my result drop again in the final test. I just ignore those advise as when i was a kid I really don't listen to my parents and I took those advise as jokes or something that my parent used to say to scare me. I still remember my hobby that time was watching television. In the class I didn't even pay attention during the lessons and I didn't even did my homework.I guess u might think that am I that kind of lazy girl..??well..I got to admit it..that was when I was a kid okay...~~

And here was the final exam report card. I got worse result result compare to my mid-term test..What am I going to do..?? I handed my report card to my daddy.My dad looked at it..and from his eyes and can that there's fire in his eyes. I felt scared. My dad ordered me to held my hand out and there goes a painful sound.. " PIAKK" ..I scream.."Oouchh..." tears rolled from my cheek.My dad beat my hand using a long ruler ..and now there's red and long swollen mark on my hand.. I think I got beaten about ten to fifteens times by that long ruler.. I still remember I cried that night as my hand was in such a pain. From that time onwards, I promise myself to study hard and to think about my future. I don't want to got beaten by my daddy again..I didn't put my anger on my dad as I knew he felt hurt too when he beaten me up..I felt sorry as I made him felt sad that time. I think that I should say thank you to my dad as without him, I will not be the one I am today. I guess I won't know who I am today.,hanging around in a pointless direction in life, and now I am in a university, and I have found my interest in doing researches. Thank you dad, for giving educational support, advise, love and support when I need them the most. I promise I will work hard for my future and to take care of you when you are old. Thank you for everything...~~

yes~~ It's okie~!!

I have finish my psm  (project sarjana muda) on last wednesday~~ and I'm so happie!!! although just a psm presentation..hehe..But I'm glad that I can answer those panels questions..I hope they give me a good marks..keke=P..
Actually..those panel ask me quite a lot of questions...If not mistaken they had asked me about 9 questions..Just after I finished my presentation, the chairperson said.."you have finish your presentation..and I have many question to ask you..And I think other panels also got many questions to ask you."

I said "omg..is this means that they don't understand what am I presenting or..they are interested on my topic..??"
 hmm...one by one..they questioning me..And I have to answer them one by one..Luckily..most of them I answer them correctly.haha=D

That was last wednesday..Today, I have finish all my lecture class..and next week will be my study week. Tonight i'm going out to sing K~~!!! I guess i have to practice for the song lyric ... haha=D I'm happy because now, everything is done..and i will only have to focus on my final test...

~~Everything will be okay..~~

Today..I wake up early in the morning..I don"t know why..sadness feel my heart.  Izzit because of the message i received..?? Or I was too confident that I thought she will treat me as her true friend..I donnoe why..and I just donnoe how am I going to express this feeling...maybe I could say..she's not the friend in need..?? Or I too stupid to treat people as a friend...as a friend in need...Perhaps I should make myself wake up...open my eyes wide..see thing clearly..and always think myself first. She's not the one u can trust anymore..because I know what she did behind me..I don't know when is all this misunderstanding started..but for all I know is..from now on..I got to wake up...!! wake up~~!! Don't let her hurt myself anymore....


I hope..I still be who I am..but a stronger me..I miss all my best friends in Taiping...You're all a friend in need and never let me alone.....I hope our friendship will last forever...Till then..I love all my true friends...=)

Moody day~

hmmm....~~ today is a boring day..I wake up..study those slides..preparing for the quiz on monday...browsing through those journal for my literature review..hmm..took a nap in the afternoon...hmm..boring..boring..~~

hello ...long time no see....~=)

it has been a long time since I wrote my blog...hmm...I'm recently busy doing on my final year project..haiz..assignment..haiz..studying on the subject...tonnes of works...
well, let's just forget about it..Recently my very last-long friend add me in facebook..I almost can't recognized her..I thought who is that and i just ignore..somehow, my inner sense..* I mean my kepo inner sense* just can't stop my hand from clicking into that person's profile...
And guess what..??? I just making sound as  HUH...? This is Her...???

yes..is her..SHOCK... Last time..I seems to have same class with her..and what shocked me is she had married..oh..okay..is normal since some of my friend also just get married..but..she even have two children...OMG.....how come I  just knew it recently..?? I'm out-dated...~~@@

the story just not end here....~~ and here is another guy... wondering why he choose to add me...really funny..I'm sure of this. This is someone that I don't even recognized~ this guy was  from Switzerland.. Somehow is a chinese...I thought is "ang moh" @@ and yet..I ignore..FACEBOOK is really amazing..as you can connect anyone..everywhere...and whenever.... But I make a promise to myself..that I will decrease the time I spent on FACEBOOK daily...that's my new year resolution~~ hehe^^

Is that funny...??

Yesterday I went to find my supervisor of my project..I told him about my idea on the project that i'm doing on flavanoid and phenolic. i told him that i got three ideas for my project.. he laugh when i told him that i wanna invent a lotion that can burn fats when we apply to our body..he just say that i have such a "good" imaginary that he think that this kind of idea was funny.....well..okay maybe i do talk nonsense...but my friend said that she saw before such this kind of lotion that burn fats... but it use chili as the raw material for the product.
CHILI...???
I was shock as I don't think so that i will buy the product if it has that kind of "chili" smell....yucksss ~~
My professor tell me that it won't work..but he say it's quite interesting... hmm..okay as long as i had told him about my ideas..I guess i will be very busy for this semester..crazy doing my final year project...I hope everything work smoothly and i will try m y very best...Siew Yin, YOU CAN DO IT.....~~!!!!

Year: 2011

it has been a long time i didn't write my blog.... A year is gone..and now come the new year....
will this year be my lucky year..?? hmm...I donnoe why..but i feel happy..happy that I have grown up..I really "changed"...I didn't mean that i have gone bad or what..but..I guess..I should say that my perceptions "changed"..the way I look at things "changed"....I noe..I not very good result for my last semester..but..I donnoe why..I don't really feel very sad...instead, I said to myself..never mind I can work harder for next semester.. I'm no longer just thinking on the negative side..I feel more happy and I just feel that there's always a brighter side..
Perhaps this new year I should have a new 2011 resolution..?? hmm...I donnoe this year will be what kind of year to me..but...I'm hoping for my best in this year..=)